Speaking too soon

Getting your eggs in one basket before the chickens lay them can be so frustrating

It seems like I have been doing that a lot lately. The apartment situation is still up in the air. I guess I was hoping this would propel me into finally doing something and not being held back-by my situation. I thought everything was going to work out for once. But I guess I should be grateful my best friend is not moving to Chicago. Finding peace in the little things.

The funny thing is , I was just telling dad yesterday: " When God closes a door, he opens a window." I thought this was my window, my diving board. A starting point for everything possible in my life.

Help me find peace with whenever happens