Hey everyone,

I am not going to sit here saying that my life is the best. But I get the distinct impression that God is trying to point something out to me. But I am just not getting it. I mean, many of you have heard me talk about how influential joni Erickson Tada has been in my life. She is a amazing Christian woman who was paralyzed in a dining accident early in life.

Anyway I have received her on-line devotional emails for about a month. Amazingly, many of the devotionals have something to do with being happy with the way life life turns out and seeing God's presence in life. Even the small things. Basically, it was about having the "blues" . My dreams have returned. I am beginning to think that that is my only way of dealing with things Lately.

First, I was movingin with Rondalyn, now I am not. She is after all moving to Chicago. Seems quite happy with the idea. I am glad. But I am beginning to wonder what changed. Anyway, what Joni said today struck a. Cord

The Lord gives us gentle reminders of His intimate concern over every detail of our lives

I still don't know what's happening and it makes me nervous. But he has sent me people to teach me things. I needed to stay true