Don't know what to say

Well, I am speechless.

I don't know what to say, and that never happens!

Ever had that..

Maybe the words will come out right later

Christmas Spirit

Hey ~
Ok, so I have had a weird day. I miss all my friends at college and wish they were here to keep me company. But they are spread out on Christmas break. All over.. And here I am..

Funny thing is that it doesn't feel at all like Christmas for me. I have done a lot of talking to dad and even that seems to not help...

Is there someone watching over me?

Rhetorical question..

I know there is.

.Just doesn't seem like it.

I just need to remember.."In the dark of winter, I still can sing cause God has sent the baby king. Whatever troubles this world may bring, Christmas reminds me that love can change everything"

-from Lifetime movie, A Song for The Season