light at end of tunnel

ok,
So it's been a long time since I updated. I have about 3 blogs and its hard to keep everything straight. I have a lot of friends on lj, so that's why I primarily use that one. Anyway, long story short, I can see the end of the tunnel now when it comes to college. I am "walking" in May, which means I can participate in graduation. I will still have one semester to go with 11 credits. But at least I get to celebrate with my friends. That's what several of them are doing anyway.

It's kind of upsetting though because I don't know who will be able to make it for my special day. Dad may have to work, and tim can't make it. So I don't know what is worse

my plans after graduation. I have no idea. My parents have played around with the idea of moving again. Which leaves me deciding my fate. Do I stay or up root myself again. I have my own life here, with friends and a support system I know works.
on the other hand, do I want to be alone

Decisions, decisions